It's a little bit frightening, to have a blog. I have always been very private, maybe too private, even to myself. Thinking inside leads to feeling inside, and I am scared to feel. I already feel too much outside, maybe, probably not. You're right -- I'm not the best human around.
So this is my project, to improve myself. I figure it's much easier to improve oneself if one knows what exactly needs to improve. And so this blog will be my sounding board and checklist. Actually, this shouldn't really be too hard; I find it's much easier to find one's own cons than pros. This isn't because I am excessively self-loathing or have no self-esteem but simply because I have some sense of scope. What are people, really, when there is God? And yet God loves each one, and this love is the kind that covers. And if you know you are covered, you're set. So even though we're none of us good people, we can be set.
But that doesn't mean we shouldn't try to be better. As the great Abe Lincoln said, "Whatever you are be a good one." So I will try, as most of us do.
